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  • And then morning workout flies out cause I am not going to work out when tired right? I can just do it tomorrow when I will be well rested to get ‘‘best efficiency’’

    I feel so fucking guilty since a week of skipping it I literally want to cry but I am too tired to do it now

    Thing is it is important cause of the trans things and figure you know I have smoll legs I need to carve proportions with sweat and protein uh. I barely can look in the mirror tbh. But just a one good night of sleep







  • Finding online communities like reddit and discovering most people aren’t major POS and that I am/was one

    And before someone says no surely you just exaggarate I have objective evidence from the past which if I said aloud I would get lynched.

    It was suprising to discover online that people aren’t that bad as the people in my ‘hood’ and you don’t usually need all those complex defenses to appear a hunter and not prey. It really changed a lot




  • Juliie@lemmy.worldtoLemmy@lemmy.mlProtect. Moderate. Purge. Your. Sever.
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    1 year ago

    We need a distributed decentralized curated whitelist that new servers will apply for and hopefully get a quick week max response after some kind of precisely defined anti spam/bot audit. Also then periodic checks of existing servers.

    Like crypto has transaction ledger confirmed some kind of notabot confirmation ledger


  • Juliie@lemmy.worldtoMemes@lemmy.mlIf you can
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    I can find hundreds reasons that’s the problem it is going so fast and I haven’t yet learned tenth of the shit I wanted to. I need to grow my ass, I need to grow my boobs, I need to learn playing skyrim soundtrack on guitar, then violin lotr, then drawing fun characters then electronics, robotics maybe. Read about all the history of every country. I often wonder why am I so resistant to stuff when everyone seems doing bad and it is either some innate slight psychopathy (that still allows me to be a good person and everything) or innate stoicism? I am objectively not doing that good in theory, on paper I just embrace small good things and don’t care or dwell about the bad much