Absolutely the same. I am disabled with accessibility needs and government says I’m not disabled enough and jobs don’t hire me because of my accessibility needs. Although they don’t respond ever regardless of anything. I call it the hidden eugenic programs of America. Because to me that’s pretty much what it is.

Been trying sense 2013.

Me - Ok Google, give me a open source way to turn my raspberry pi into a 4k streaming box.

Google - Got it. Playing Tyler Swift on living room tv

Me - wtf?

Honestly even though I don’t do torrents. I found 1337x website to be helpful because it doesn’t really seem to be biased and no company will invest into making there product on top there.

Me when I try to get disability diagnosis.

My top ones I constantly replay are Factorio, rimworld and modded Minecraft java version, mainly because there’s a incredible amount of mods For all of them, make themed runs for each one. Sometimes action adventure sometimes just pure automation.

Nearly 8k in Factorio and probably Minecraft, not as much in rimworld but only because I bought it about a year ago

As someone who has friends before in a similar situation as you, you may have certain limitations or disabilities and the best option is, yes it’s work but it’s extremely gratifying is to go and find a good therapist that you can talk to to help understand yourself and your predicament.

That’s my suggestion of the best course as you have potentially other underlying things you don’t realize like severe codependency (from my experience from my friends I used to have, not saying you do)

If you simply just don’t do anything nothing will change and it will get worse and worse.

(Just in case your hyper dependent with your parents) Just absolutely do something if you care about yourself at all. Your parent(s) will not be there forever, they can’t sustain you forever.

I went with the Sony WH-CH720N only because it was 56% off on Amazon. So far it’s pretty decent besides the shit Sony does by gatekeeping things behind a login in order for noise cancelling. And the noise canceling isn’t the best but its good enough for me. Very long battery life and good audio at least for me.

YOLOO!!!.. WAIT, fuck your right. I reject my claim and now will live in a box scared of existing.

Is it absolutely certain and nothing I can do to change it?

If so fuck yes I’m pretty much immortal tell that date.

My partner hates them so she straight up removed them. Lot lighter controller is Nice too

Often times it’s about control over people. Whether it’s religion or capatilism sense it’s something you can do yourself for free that gives you pleasure. Capatilism can’t force you to pay for enjoying yourself and religion doesn’t want you to do things that they don’t control

Information about a disorder I know that could manifest as potentially schizophrenia looking is dissociative identity disorder as it can present differently in people.

Not saying you do have it. Just information for others out there also

Game changer for this disabled. How about proper accessibility on everything instead of the fucking basics.

As always, ASK FOR CONSENT BEFORE TOUCHING ANYBODY INCLUDING HUGS.

I have had frequent problems with sleep too. Due to trauma I have no memories up that come up when I’m about to sleep.

Suggestion from me is fine a good therapist, not for medication but to understand why exactly ots happening, if it’s physical or mental. It’s ok and completely understandable to deal a therapist and talk to your doctor more to not try to necessarily solve it. But to figure why it happing in the first place.

Get a therapist that doesn’t try to fix you or try to make you fit into mold. Therapist are supposed to help you discover things about yourself and understand your self better.

This is from my decade’s long experience with mental and physical health problems.

I am no longer non-binary. I now identify as a trans worm

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

Idk seems more helpful then the suicide hotline number. Called them many times for them to tell me generic same information and often times hug up on if I started to cry.

Hey!!! That reminds of certain products shitty companies make to force you by not wanting to waste things to get more.

Like how there’s a fucking odd number of slices in bread.

Why I now don’t ever go there. The one dollar drinks and the fries was something I went to for a treat every once in a while, now I just not go to any of the fast food or even restaurants

Besides in and out because I know they won’t change anything, they haven’t changed anything sense idk forever

Why am I so fascinated with it, it’s so warm, makes me feel… Happy? I must study it more. The cravings of it are getting out of control, I have to make a golden cube sculpture. With anything around me. Even dirt. Praise the cube. Hail the cube.