I love acerola, I highly recommend his channel to anyone interested in this type of thing
I once setup a entire matrix server for my school club that comprised of 4 people because one of our members couldn’t use discord lol
I definitely can relate to how you feel, but why not keep going just to spite life? And why not try to have fun while you can? Things will inevitably get better at some point. Hope you feel better soon (•‿•)
god I love this series so much, bibi really do be silly :3